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new journal
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add please.
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[05 Feb 2005|10:04pm] |
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new journal soon.
i'll update with it laterr, first nicole has to make it.
ps. tonight me and nicole hung out with nicole beyer and she is da bomb.
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[30 Jan 2005|06:08pm] |
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drawn in the sky show was saturday.
reminded me too much of the koc shows. brought back too much memories.
keep me going..
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[27 Jan 2005|11:48am] |
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last night was awsome, and this morning too.
it consisted of jami, anthony , kp, justin, nikki, john king, jimmy, nikki's house, jimmy's house, vodka&soda, jimmy's awsome mom, beeeer, my jacket<3, deli, loud music, and domino's at 1am.
funfun.
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[21 Jan 2005|06:00pm] |
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i've had the worst luck lately.
hah its so bad.
oh man..hm..nothing really new.
many jews were beaten daily..fa la la la la la la la la la
haha. i love nikki sliverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
kay im just about done
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[15 Jan 2005|08:30pm] |
tonight was cute.
me dana and meg went toi christines and we chilled.
it was fun.
-playing never have i ever
+punching christines punching bag
-it didnt move. at all
-the spider
+running away from the spider
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[12 Jan 2005|08:57pm] |
Reply with your name,
1. I will write something lovely about you.
2. I will tell you what song reminds me of you.
3. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
4. Put this in your journal.
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[08 Jan 2005|07:21am] |
i really had the time of my life last night<33
thanks to all my friends and family.
i hope everyone had a good time too.
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[06 Jan 2005|01:58pm] |
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tomarrow<3
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[03 Jan 2005|07:51pm] |
sometimes i wish i could just start over. like.. everything. after you learn about people and just learn so much..i wish i could just go back with all the things i know now. i would do things so much differently. i could be so much happier.
right about now..i wish i had a boy. i wish i had a sweet boy who cares about me..and loves me for who i am..and who doesnt want me to change.
lifes gay right about now.
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[01 Jan 2005|09:35pm] |
last night was pretty crazy.
we all went to danas and hung out there the whole night. i had alot of fun.
and i love terry and kristine and morgan for helping me<3..
happy new year.
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[31 Dec 2004|01:24pm] |
people make me laugh.
yesterday the glass on my desk shattered.
it was pretty fucking scary. i screamed. really loud.
and then my dad found a beer can in my room.
so that part of the night sucked..then nicc and meg came over
and we died nicoles hair. then it got funner.
ok bye.
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[30 Dec 2004|12:08pm] |
so last night was really fun.
ash and marg came over and we walked to friendlys..and we met meghan there. we laughed the whole time. laughing is pretty much my favorite thing to do. we figured out that we have really bad luck and ashley has esp. and these really anoyying girls sat behind us..and they were so loud and so fucking annoying. it was pretty funny. so then we went back to my house and chilled for a little and then meg left. then we drank and danced to drawn in the sky. then ryan came to pick us up. we went to johns and it was fun. got to see nikki =] i havent seen her in like years. then everyone left johns besides me ash marg and ryan and john obviously and then we went to dunkin dougnuts and hung out outside for a little bit. then john took us home. the end.<3
deep inside the corner of my mind, im attached to you. im weak, its true. cause im afraid to know the answer. do you want me too? cause my heart keeps falling faster..<33
<3!
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[29 Dec 2004|12:49pm] |
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so i got my dress yesterday. and its so pretty im in love. and i got shoes too. oh man..exciting.
I WISH YOU WOULD GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND SHUT UP.
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[28 Dec 2004|01:52pm] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
drank, had a real relationship.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont remember any from last year..but i doubt i kept them. and im sure i'll make some this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
um..nope.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
nooppeee.
5. What countries did you visit?
none.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
i'd like to be happy..i'd like to have a boyfriend and be happy at the same time..umm.idkk.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
hanging out with the click..cause they are my best friends.
that time we went to chilis and i came back from the bathroom and everyone looked at me. enough said.
dancing around and being stupid with my favorite girliess in the world<3..cause it was too much fun.
KKKKKKKKRRREEEEEVVVVVVVVVV<3333
my first ral relationship. cause everyone remembers there first love.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
um..realizing who i am..and i just learned alot about myself and other people.
9. What was your biggest failure?
not being able to stand up for myself.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
i dont remember. clothes? haha idk.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
all my bestfrriieendss.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
mmmmmmm.....
14. Where did most of your money go?
food(bk and wendys). thats about it.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
planing fun girls nights that most of the time never happend but whatever.
16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
krev songs mostlyy
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier i think. idk the same.
b) Thinner or fatter? fatter
c) richer or poorer? richer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
nothing really
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
been depressed and not letting myself have fun.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
christmas i went to aunts then back to my house.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
yeah
23. How many one-night stands?
one million. =]
24. What was your favorite TV program?
i dont knnnooww.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
haha yeah.
26. What was the best book you read?
all the books we read in english last year.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
didnt really have any
28. What did you want and get?
my room painted
29. What did you want and not get?
nothing really
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
napolean dynomite.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you
on my birtthhdaay..i turned 16 and i..shit i forgot. oh yeah i pretty much slept all day and then went out with my fam.
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if i wasnt depressed all the time.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
jeans, flipflops, tank tops, sweatshirts.
34. What kept you sane?
my best friendss
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
nothingg
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the war i guess..and the elecetion
37. Who did you miss?
a few poeple
38. Who was the best new person you met?
i ddint really met any new people
39. What do you look forward to in 2005?
more fun nights with my friends
40. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
"i hope you never fear those mountains in the distance; never settle for the path of least resistance. living might mean taking chances, but there worth taking. loving might be a mistake, but its worth making. dont let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter; when you come close to selling out, reconsider. give the heavens above more then just a passing glance, and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, i hope you dance."
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[25 Dec 2004|11:03am] |
today should be a good day.
im young..and i love to be young. im free..and i love to be free. to live my life the way that i want..to say and do whatever i feel. you dont own me..young and free young and free young and you dont own me!
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[23 Dec 2004|11:57pm] |
tonight was pretty good.
i just dont know anymore..today was hard already..but i just feel like there is a huge part of me missing. part is my aunt margie, and part is my grandpa, and the rest..i cant put my finger on. but i know theres more. i just wish i had something..or someone..just to fill the emptyness. that would make my life so much better right about now. why cant i be excited for christmas? why wasnt i excited for my birthday? i dont get it. well i didnt get it..but now i do. theres something missing in my life. i just need something..
im weak..its true. cause im afraid to know the answer. do you want me to? ..cause my heart keeps falling faster..
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[22 Dec 2004|08:11pm] |
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today was very..eventful.
so much shit happend
2nd period a girl in my class fainted and the ambulance came and shit. itwas so scary
me and my lunch table exchanged secret santa giftts =] i love them..and we miss cristie!
hm..what else happpendd..
i dont think anything else exciting happend. the end
tomarrow will be 5 years.
thats too long
i miss you aunt margie<3 RIP
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[19 Dec 2004|02:37pm] |
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its my birthday :)
yesterday i had a nice sleepover with my three best friends
kay im gonna go watch a movie
<3
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[18 Dec 2004|10:00am] |
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tomarrows my birthday!!
yayy!
yesterday after school i went to the mall with dana and meghan and ally and marissa met us there. then we went shopping around. some guy gave me a head massage. hahah it was so wierd. and we also tryed on wigs! me ally and marissa did. it was so funny. so later on meghan left and we shopped somemore..then allys dad came to get us and we picked up christine. then we came back to my house and slept here. it was fun.
today idk whats going on.. ill update later maybe.
<3
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